tired & BAD mood~~~!!!

i feel so down and sad now

i feel like i'm really a lazy worm and scum

besides, i feel i'm stupid as well and i'm getting worst and worst i guess

i can't imagine that i couldn't get any preparation for my accounting test today

i was just simply look through the notes during the break time before the second class of day come

(notice: i have a 4hours break today between my first and second class)

can you guys imagine that i spent less than 30mins on studying for my test

what the hell was i doing

i was playing facebook

goshh!!!

since when i become a person like that

i hate the way myself did now!!!

that shouldn't be me

i don't want to be like this

am i addicted to facebook??

i think ya i was

without a well-prepared

i did badly in my test

haizz

i really disappointed to myself and upset

but i could not blame on anyone

that's must be a punish to me

i feel like crying

this is just my first semester for my undergraduate programme

i can't imagine if i keep on going like the way now

how will my result look like

red in ball pen
DEFINITELY!!!

i can fail all my subjects and end with nothing

dear

where are you??

i need you now

i need your concern

i miss you badly

T.T